ever wondered how things dont appear the way you think it does=)

wahh!just finished a mind boggling paper on social work in health settings.it one crazy module.dont even take that!i cant believe i cried while reading the different case studies last night. all the stories of people dying with illnesses and having to cope with grief and worse, all the case studies of domestic violence. how this particular man sexually abused his wife in the most mean and disgusting ways you could not imagine. i was full of rage after reading it. and wanted to "kill" every man around me.hahaha.but dont worry, i wont murder. but its just so horrible to even read of such stories. what a world we live in. and that gives me even more motivation to be a social worker and help people as much as i can!

haha.for the very first time, i actually had to carry a backpack to contain the numerous readings i have for this module. its open book=pand i really begin to detest open book exams!hahaha.so much to write but yet so little time. i felt like i was doing a big big time plagarising of all my lecture notes for my essays la!die man


this is the horrible amount of books i brought into for the exam.but guess what!!i used like 1/4 only?ahaha.i ended up summarising alot of my answers due to lack of time=(

i was really relieved when the exam was over and im sure everyone else was.ha.we all agreed it was too much to write for 2 hours only!!!

shermaine,hayarti,cara and keshin fooled me big time after the paper!shermaine first told me we only got a C+ for our SW2105 project. when i heard it, my heart sank coz i thought we put in quite a bit of effort.i was really disappointed and was worrying over how much effort i had to put in for the written paper nxt mon.they passed me the comments page to read, and as i was reading, the remarks seemed really good and genuine. my tutor even wrote excellent and great and as i flipped behind to continue reading.i thought to myself "die man, the front comments so good, behind sure die". but as i continued reading, each comment proved to be even better, there were certainly alot of praises. and then i looked at the bottom of the page. circled was an A+!!!i screamed!and i immediately teared. the girls were all giggling away, and then i knew.I HAD BEEN TRICKED~grrrr.ah.cant believe i fell for their trick!they thought the trick would be exposed when i turned the page, but i didnt see the grade till the very end. we got an A+!i hit the roof. i think i could have hit it literally if i was indoors.hahaha.im soo happy we got an A+, now looking back at how we did the video presentation, there were certainly sufferings we went through, like the camera memory card being full halfway while recording, or worse, the batt goin flat before we even began filming and i had to run all the way back to my hall to get the charger.grrr.and the countless NGs we made while filming. i think we all grew!haha.in terms of our acting skills. can go audition for Star Search alr=)

oh wells, its 1.40pm now, and i just had lunch which means i need to snooze soon!im out!!!i still have another paper at 1pm 2ml.drats!!!

I THANK GOD FOR THE GOOD GRADE I GOT FOR ONE OF MY PROJECT=)