Monday, April 27, 2009

REMIND ME NEVER TO EAT A MCSPICY EVER AGAIN!~

This is one big major reminder for me not to ever eat MCSPICY ever agaiN!

had it for lunch before my Perfume and Cosmetics paper.i teared through the whole meal while studyin for my paper.LAST MINUTE AS USUAL.and yes, not very enjoyable at all.

did horribly for my paper.

i guessed almost all of my 80 MCQ questions!

smoked my way through for the 40 short question fill in the blanks

and finally i crapped for the 2 short essay questions

Result: FAIL.or let me get a minimum C so i can S/U!pls pls pls

after the paper, went to disturb jansen.haha.we watched ong bak 2 in vincent's beautiful air conditioned room in PGP. watched abit of BEAST WARS!??!?!?!(according to Jansen, it is part of transformers. it amused me quite a bit to see a rat,scorpion, king kong, t-rex,etc as part of the transformers gang).haha.and once again, it proved my point that CARTOONS ARENT MEANT FOR CHILDREN!the words they use are not meant for kids to understand.seriously. wondering if its possible for kids to write their own script for cartoons.ahha.it would probably be

Spongebob: "yo patrick!"
Patrick:" yo spongebob"
Spongebob:"what do you feel like doing today?"
Patrick:"duhhhh.i want to eat ice cream NOW!"
Spongebob:"lets look for the ice cream man!"
Spongebob's mother:"Spongebob!Patrick!dont run about!otherwise the GARANG GUNI MAN will catch you!"
Spongebob:" but mum, we want ice cream!!!"
Spongebob's mother:" eat after you have finished your homework!"

ok.that sounded boring!see.my point.let kids do their own cartoons and let them entertain their own peers=)

anw, after dinner, thats when all the trouble started, my tummy started hurting. i told jansen i wanted to poop at the central lib where the toilets are air conditioned.haha.but too late. had to do it in PGP. HOT and Gross PGP. i got the sitting cubicle. while halfway through my business, a girl entered the cubicle beside me and complained to herself :"gosh, its freaking hot."MY SENTIMENTS.

managed to survive the 1 hour long journey on 151. had to stop at a bus stop opposite toapayoh, while waiting for 139, the dreaded tummy pain came again. i panicked. all around me was concrete jungle and PIE. how to do it!?!!?i called my dad and begged him to pick me up. he agreed. i walked to a car park, with each step in excruciating pain.clutching my tummy, my mind went wild. imagine i had to do it in the carpark.where can i go!?!,my eyes darting left and right, my bag was weighing me down. no one was around. but i told myself to hang on!!!

finally, after what seemed like eternity, my dad came.i ran to the car.opened the door and told him to speed away. he kept asking if i was alright.i let out a weak "ok".i called my mum, told her to prepare the door, for it to be wide opened.

i reached the block. ran up as fast as i could. THANK GOD I LIVE ON THE 2ND FLOOR!rushed in and sat on "HEAVEN'S CHAIR". or so it seemed to me at that crucial point.haha.and yes.i am ok right now.FOR NOW.

cant wait for thur to come!im down to MY LAST PAPER!

and i am looking forward to my pathetic 11 day break before i start my attachment at the SIngapore prison on 11 may.booo.kind of looking forward to it, but yet, dreading the early start of my attachment=(

okies.im taking a break from all the horrible papers so far. am gona relax my eyes.indulge in some f4 meteor garden drama!hahaha.i realised i have watched this series almost every sem at least once. and it is always during my exams.i wonder why=)

Sunday, April 19, 2009

Thank You for the cross Lord.

whoa.i see virtual cobwebs collecting on its own once again.

fear not.fel the hero is here to clean it up!or maybe fel the cleaner.haha.

anyways, its the break for the exams right now. started studying alr.DUH!i dont want my CAP to sink any lower. like what jia wei said, its like worms in the toilet bowl?struggling to crawl out?haha.nvm that. 2 papers this sat, one on mon, and on wed and IM DONE!by the 30 april!this is probably my earliest that i end my exams. usually, im always the last few to end. but this time, among most of my friends, im one of the earliest!YAY!cant wait.

this morning, Rev Abel Thomas came to speak in my service. he touched on a very common topic for all christians. on How much time are we giving God and how can we give him more time that he deserves.

i liked the quote he said"
WE MUST HEAR GOD IN QUIET TIMES (in our own bedrooms, when we do our quiet time) BEFORE WE CAN HEAR GOD IN THE SYMPHONY OF LIFE.

this is so true. many a times, we expect to be able to hear God speaking to us when we are so busy in our lives. how can we expect to hear God to speak to us, when we do not even hear him when we do our quiet time with HIM?=)

Rev Thomas named 8 distractions that we should try to overcome:
1)stop being busy.
2)stop having messed up priorities
3)stop the desire to climb the ladder of success.
(i liked it when he said only 1 person can be number 1, someone has to be number 2,3,4,etc. so why be number 1 in the world when you can be number 1 in your race for God=).haha.i admit, i never like being number 1, maybe coz i was shy to receive the prize.really!no kidding.haha.i remember when i was about 6 years old. i won an art contest for some national day theme drawing. i got 1st!but i was so shy that i ran home and cried. i didnt dare to receive the prize at all. my mum had to go home to drag me back to the prize presentation place. teary- eyed i went to take my trohpy. my first gold trophy and the best part was i got a whole set of legos. AIRPORT theme. with cool looking lego men, airplanes and runway track!haha.i preferred that to the trophy.)
4)stop hungering and thirsting for things that do not feed our soul.
5)stop disbelieving.
6)we do have the lack of examples around us. good christians to lead the way. few there are. but we must perservere=) it takes guts to say no to what everyone else in the world is doing.
7)stop being more self- reliant than dependent on God when faced with a problem. God is definitely bigger than us and the problem so why worry when he can worry for us=)
8)did we forget our first love?that is Jesus Christ? if we have, think of how God sacrificed his first love to die for our sins.

and yes, we have to overcome these 8 distractions. with prayer, encouragement from friends as well as God's strength, we can walk close with God.

"Dear Lord, i pray that each day as i overcome these distractions, i pray that you be my guide and my source of strength when i am too tired to carry on. i pray that i will be a testimony to all my friends out there that you have made a difference in my life and they can experience it for themselves once they have You in their lives. Thank you for loving me first. In Jesus's name i pray. AMEN"


ok.random time. i am very very sad because while running for the stupid bus 124 outside wisma today, i dropped my coach scarf!!!!!=(i only realised it when i had boarded the bus and the bus uncle was driving off alr.siighhh.it was a birthday present from Aunty Doreen. i am very very sad. why did i not tie the scarf tighter. why did i have to run for the bus.why did i shop in wisma for so long that when i came out, i had to run for the bus. why did i even have money in my wallet to shop in the first place.haha.ok.i shall stop here. bye.

and all the best to all studying for the finals=)JIA YOU!

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME=)

im finally 21 21 21 21 21 21!

gosh, i have been looking forward to this day since i was born?but now when the day has finally arrived. i wonder why all the hype over becoming 21.because i absolutely do not feel older or younger. was it just a facade that i've been disillusioned with all my life?that when i become 21, i can do everything and anything i like.and like how my life will suddenly be transformed?my foot!haha.maybe transformed by the wrinkly and saggy fairy.they always say once u turn 21, the rest of your years zoom past you.and yes, with old age comes great wrinkles and sag!

okies.abit gloomy for a newly turned 21 year old!haha.shall write a little about my past parties!yes, i had 2 parties to celebrate my birthday.the first was with my church. together with rachel and germaine. it was great!the "loot"(presents) was shiok!haha.i loved all my presents!and the amazing thing was i received a total of 5 different bags!i know i like bags. but i didnt expect a total of 5 different bags!now i can safely use one bag for everyday!hahaha.yes.i adore bags,shoes and clothes.

had a party 2 days ago on 5 april.this one was for my family,and my sec sch friends,jc,workplace as well as NUS.well.the theme was suppposed to be SUPERHEROES.buuuut, only the NUS people dressed up!hahaha.sad man..they were all after my head after the party coz they were the only ones who dressed up.i suffered too!i had to tie 2 retarded buns on my head to look like CHUN LI!haha.so beat that.my 21st looking like an idiot=(but i had fun.loot was pretttty good as well.but presents aside, i was very happy when my friends came!despite being lost!i know some of them went all the way to tekong.and was lost for like an hour?but still made it. some worse.took cab to aloha LOYANG!when my party was at Changi!and had to turn back.THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR MAKING MY PARTY POSSIBLE.because you came=)

woke up on 7 april.LATE!had to rush down for a evaluation from my teacher for our project.i was telling jansen, gosh,"21 alr.still late"groans.God, pls help me to break out of my cycle of sleeping TOO MUCH!i really love sleeping.but i gota force myself to wake up past the snooze button!!!!!!had a good dinner with jansen at RAMEN RAMEN at the Upper Bukit Timah, THE RAIL MALL.their ramen was fantastic!the portion was just nice!and the prices JUST NICE AS WELL!for under $9, can get a good bowl of ramen!=)

and i guess im done here!shall return to blog when i feel like it!hahaha


and this is a personal reminder for felicia lim

zw: Oh yeah, GUYS PLEASE CUT DOWN ON WEIGHT BEFORE the first training.. we will be weighed and submitted on the 1st trainng. Please PLEASE PLEASE do some running starting of may/exams ended!

thi was a message from my muay thai captain!die!really gota start losing weight!!=(weight loss really really starts TOMORROW!8 april 2009!!!